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now when the only thing i really need is lil care bout me after my grandma'died, and i just wanna feel him closer, i need his help, he says that he's tired of me and dont wanna see me again.
perfect.
i just lost 5 years of my fucking life and it's gone when i realy need it the most.
i didnt even expect that it's so hard and painful. just cant believe in this.
now i'm just really really really really really alone.
feeling dead and hollow.
it's so surprized that even such stupid dumb animal like me is possible to love somebody.
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TSWargelf Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009
...Oh dear lord.
What a bastard.
._.
Why the fuck would ANYONE do that?
That's just heartless, and it quite pisses me off.
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009  Student Digital Artist
it's ok, that's not his fault but as fact i cant even think bout Toki/Skwisgaar cuz it reminds me and my ex-boyfriend, as i said, he's blond guitarist too.><
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TSWargelf Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009
......DAAAAAAAAMN HIIIIIIIIIIIIIM.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDX
Why do all the hot ones have to be assholes?
And and and and why do all the hot ones have to remind us of hot pairings?
Seriously
Happened to me once.
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009  Student Digital Artist
yeah life is unfair.
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TSWargelf Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009
Indeed indeed.
Well, he wasn't Swedish was he?
And he didn't have a brunette lover with a Fu Manchu?
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009  Student Digital Artist
he's russian as well and he had me with my miserable ego althrough i'm not a boy, it's pity -__-
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TSWargelf Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2009
-_-
Oh wow.
Well..At least he isn't Swedish? D:
Bah
Stupid blonde guitarists
My last one was a blonde guitarist too.
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2009  Student Digital Artist
he's russian just as me
fuck i just cant draw anymore!!><
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Vibrating-Piggies Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009
I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother.

I know things are really hard right now, but they do usually get better. I really hope they get better quickly.
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009  Student Digital Artist
i dont think so but thank you!
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ihatedollz Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
*soon
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009  Student Digital Artist
why knows.
the most trouble-i dont wanna draw. most of my pics was inspired of our relations with him..
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ihatedollz Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
hmm....it may be hard but base your pictures on how you feel about it
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009  Student Digital Artist
i'm just dead n feel myself hollow, i even cant see pairing toki/skwisgaar cuz it reminds me bout me n my fuckin ex boyfriend, he's blonde guitarist too -___-
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ihatedollz Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
i know man!!! people hate me for who ia ma and i feel alone and hollow.......i just hope that you feel better son
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Darkenlite Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009
:hug:

My condelences on your grandmother.

This guy is obviously a jerk. Without the added stress of your grandmother's death is his hurtful words at this time for you. We all go thru really bad relationships. When you look back you'll see you are better off without him. Sadly it came when you need someone to lean on the most. :hug:
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2009  Student Digital Artist
it's only my fault than he's tired, really..
nevermind.
just have no inspiration now..
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Darkenlite Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009
:hug:
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2009  Student Digital Artist
thank you! ^^
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