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God why i'm such a loser? I was so happy when i finally find a new fandome such great and cool like Metalocalypse, which i loved so much, and voilla - shit happens. It hurts me so much.
I thought that fallout can help me to forget about my fucking drama with my exboyfriend who looks so much like Sqwisgaar that i even stoped to draw fanarts with dethklok' guitarists when he left me. I was so happy with him... it's stupid maybe, yeah, but i imagined that he's my beautiful the best lead guitarist in the world, and i'm his little Toki, and it inspired me to draw fanarts and wrote fanfics. And then it all stoped and it was the worst time in my life while i try to forget him.
I stoped to draw, i was so unhappy that no one another fandome cant inspire me at all. Yeah i drew some stuff, saw some movies, series, cartoons, but my heart was empty and it has slowly killes me.
Yeah i'm such a pervert who like slash so much that see it anywhere and live only to draw.
And - what a happiness! - my friend told me about Fallout New Vegas. Actualy i don't like pc games because of wasting time, but FNV was a different story. Of course - Legion, which hates women just like i do =) joke, just don't like manwoman pairings at all.  But the Legion was a great theme to draw some slash arts.
I created a char based on one of my favourite singer, Spider One, leader of Powerman5000 but with black hair, because i already use Spider for my demons art seria with his true hair color, and the show has begun. I started to play and was absolutely happy that i find such great fandome. I started to draw sketches with such pleasure which i didnt feel for a long time. When me my char met with Arcade that was true love. And i colored one of my sketch with them and posted it here. The next day i found requests from 2 of communities of fallout fanarts. I thought - wow that's great than so many people like such type of slash. Actually i didn't subscribe my arts because i thought that the most players hate gay fanarts, so i drew it only for me, not for the big auditory.
I was glad when people started to fave it, and i faved some cool arts which i found in the community too. After that i posted another fanart, with Ceasar. Actually i think that it's not a good art, i think Ceasar looks too tall, but i want to make my char more helpful and to drew only Ceasar's mouth to make the pic more mystery. Uh nevermind.
After that shit happens.
People start to blame me that i stoled someone's char. God i'd never done something stupid at all! I'm not such silly person who cant create a character, and i think that plagiat is the worst shit which can happens to arter!
My heart seems to be broken again.. It's so unpleasant when people blame someone without a real fault, only across their own thoughts and don't want to listen what was really happened.
Damn i realy hope that people can understand that some interests can be the same, and there's not a reason to blame someone only for the quite same kinks, favourite characters and themes.
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Senseless-pain Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011  Student General Artist
stalked you here from ygallery (tis Pixilatedangel)
and honestly, this seems like the person is causing drama in hopes of getting more pageviews
from what I saw, they seem to be enjoying this drama going on, which isn't fair at all. Its not like I don't come across characters that look eerily similar to my own, example is my elf in my icon
I've seen a ton of turquoise haired elves that looked just like him, it happens. They had no reason to call you a thief, at all.
Here's hoping they get it through their heads soon and this blows over *hugs*
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thank you! It's great that there's people like you, who can confirm so simple things, like usual concidence!
*love*
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Senseless-pain Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student General Artist
well I thought it was a bit odd
and it didn't seem fair so I just did a bit of digging
no worries lol
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Yeah of course. I really understand how stupid and strange all this situation. Sad that someone so upset because my fanarts.
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Senseless-pain Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student General Artist
yeh, its so strange how people can get like that, I could understand if there were better proof but it just seems like bullying
I think if they really thought you stole from them they probably would have just reported you Dx
maybe it's because your art is good and your popular?
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student Digital Artist
dont know, i have not to much pageviews here, it's really strange. I even didn't add my art to the community by myself, i actually find the community AFTER my art was added by someone. And of course i physically cant saw these fanarts earlier, than i posted mine, cuz i simply didn't know about fallout slash fans before.
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Senseless-pain Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student General Artist
yeh, thats true
they seem fairly popular themselves, but people on here seem to really like drama
it should blow over anyhow, as they don't seem to have any real proof of the supposed "stolen character"
the only one I saw, a million other peoples characters could be mistaken for him
hang in there :D
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Yes and anyway i already posted screenshot of my char, which showed clearly, that he's different from her and actually i created it nearly a month ago.
Thank you very much!
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sarraklok Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011  Student Filmographer
Hugs you. I know your art for years now and I know you're definitely not an art thief. I could recommend taking a pic of your chara (screenshot) and posting it up. That may help soothe tensions from the others.
I'm so sorry your welcome to the fonv art group was so negative like that. It makes me embarrassed to be part of it.
Listen, I have a fallout -slash group on here. More ppl like slash than anything; at least what I have seen.
I hope this incident won't stop you from doing your art. I don't know why everyone attacked you like that without even knowing you but it's a shame. TONS of people love to put Arcade, Caesar, Vulpes, Lucius, Nolan Mcnamara et al with their oc's or even other game characters. That's certainly not a pairing that's copyrighted to any one person. Again hugs. I feel ashamed when I read the other comments. I really do.
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Oh thank you so much for your comment! It's very important for me, i really love my char and want to draw him at future. Thank you!
Yeah i'll post screenshot and try to explain why i started to draw him in these pairings.
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